Archive | February 2011
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It’s been a long road for my F-I-L. From the moment of diagnosis in June with prostate cancer, to the test results of it being also in his bones he’d voiced a desire to die "now". Numerous times he spoke of how lucky he was, how what a good life he’d had, how great his […]
Oh that’s right. Nowhere. NoFuckingWhere. Real name, RL workplace ….. outing without permission. Saying it is "ok" based on a claim of a blog post that is a dead link as proof. Nice. <——- There is a blue stream circling my head right now. What you get, is "nice". Hear it in the most disdainful dripping […]
The dawn was so lovely this morning. Deep pinks fading to light on the horizon. I’m not very big into the pink except when it stealth creeps up on a dawn that knows it is supposed to still be Winter, but desires very much to be Spring. Such was the dawn this morning. I inhaled the […]
There are Two Things that are remnants from the childhood sexual abuse that are apparently never going to go away. Part of my current Work will be to find a way to accept them and live with them rather than be in constant battle with them that leaves me exhausted and unchanged. That will be […]
I miss my male friends from before I was married. Some (one) hung around for a bit after the marriage. They drifted, they moved, they felt weird after I married – many reasons, all of them valid and none of them (except one) True. Life is. I miss them dearly right now. In particular I […]