I seem to tend to pieces of myself instead of the whole

I commit to trying to change that.

I’ll eat all the healthy foods!!! And sit on my ass.

I’ll do all the exercises!!! And eat the cookies.

I’ll do all the spiritual stuff!!! And leave my art to sit.

I’ll read all the books!!! And the pen and paper (or pixels and keys) are idle.

I waste a shitton of time. I really do. I think I need a timer until I get into a good habit of doing the things I love interspersed with the things that will make me well. I’m irritating me with my procrastination. I am all for lazy here and there, but I feel like a slug in general and pulling up out of this rut has been much more difficult than in times past. *grump*

So I’m putting this out there as a public commitment and maybe that will be my push. xxxxfingersxxxx

My New Year is just a couple of weeks away and funny – this looks like resolution list. 

So be it.

Today I dusted upstairs and vacuumed upstairs and downstairs. I ran to the grocery for rice for dinner. I made turkey and wild rice casserole which is ready to bake for later. I made a chocolate chip pan cookie. All the dishes are washed that do not have food in them. It is only 3:30 p.m. my time so I have proven to myself that I do indeed have time for many more things in a day than I usually do. Look, I even wrote a blog post! Now, to get back up off my ass and stretch and work on my art. :p

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4 comments on “I seem to tend to pieces of myself instead of the whole

  1. OH dear woman we suffer the same fate. Why do we do these thing to ourselve? I gaining back weight at a ferocious speed as well, btw. 😦

    But today! Today, at least, was successful. Last night Z and I ran the grocery errands and stopped at the liquor store for pumpkin pie vodka–you must try this thing if you like pumpkin and spice.

    Today, we dusted and vacuumed the family room and the living room. I completely tidied the bedroom. You know it’s bad when the teenager in your house has a tidier room and yet hers is a mess. We won’t even go to where how clutted our bedroom was. And I got laundry started! And made hot sausage in the slow cooker! And ran reconassaince on holiday decorations. And stopped at the store for yummy good rolls for the sausage. And priced blue ray units for Dad’s B-day. NOW? Now I am pissing around on LJ rather than doing my homework. ;/

  2. I used my clothes steamer to steam clean 1/4 of the front bedroom’s walls. *ick* But if I wait for the hubster to paint it I’ll be dead s next best thing?

    Washed the air cleaner and permanent filters from the furnace, too.

    I did watch the supersonic jumper on TV. That was cool.

    That’s about my it for my Sunday. :p

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