…. and I believe I did exactly that with the screams being open-mouthed yet silent. I mentioned in a blog post from mid-December that I would return to talking about dissociation (among other things) and that was the intent with this post. I cannot. It is near, still partially swirling/screeching to be written, but locked in my […]

Winter annoys me. I am fairly certain I annoy Winter, too. We are not friends. We are not even cordial acquaintances. We sometimes, barely, nod at each in passing while breathing hate in each other’s direction hoping for a quick demise. Thus far every season Winter has won, but so have I because I Am Still Here, […]

And tenderness is the "new" thing. Not simply inviting it into my life, but (OMGs!) actually being tender because (surprise! Surprise!) if you are such and open with it – people respond. Go figure! In one arena I needed to ask for tenderness and that is okay because sometimes mind-reading is not only overrated, but […]

So … things were rolling along nicely after the trancework at coven last week. Yup, like a dam breaking such was the relief. I was a little bit rolled for the first couple of days afterward, then near giddy over the weekend through …. last night. I knew "giddy" was almost as much of a […]

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What a post title! PT always starts out excellently. There are these lovely heat things put on a table and around my neck and I lie on my back, the lights are turned out and the door pulled to. I ground and decide what energy play of the day I will choose. Often I run the Iron Pentacle. […]

Fun Browser meme, where you put in a letter of the alphabet in the address bar, and see what the top website is. (And if you play along, be nice; outing yourself is fine; outing other people by giving links to their kinks is not.) A: http://www.amazon.com/ Shopping …B: https://www.bankofamerica.com/ bill ……C: http://www.cwtv.com/cw-video/americas-next-top-model/ Reality TV […]

So … it’s a been a helluva start to the dark part of the year. And messy. With much tears, trembling, and finally the cleft beginning to heal. Good thing, too, as I’ve no clue how much longer I could have held out and retained some sense of sanity.

T Thorn Coyle Isaac Bonewits is checking out, folks. I’m sending prayers for a sweet passage, and blessings to Phaedra. I’ve not seen an update since then. Hail the Traveler! This entry was originally posted at http://pj.dreamwidth.org/262502.html. Please comment here or there there using your LJ ID or OpenID.